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03:39pm 11/06/2006
  I'm 19 today bitches.  
     
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ahhhhh   
12:39am 12/05/2006
  One word: Twitterpated.  
     
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monday night party   
09:58pm 10/04/2006
  911 is amazing. Squirtgun fights with the captain and the girls make all the shit worth it. I love them.  
     
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05:02pm 28/03/2006
  tinymixtapes.com is the greatest website ever.  
     
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I need a back rub   
11:29am 25/03/2006
 
mood: ambivalent
Yesterday was a good day. But I'm feeling it today.
After shooting the crap out of a jacuzzi cover (ghetto archery style) for about two invigorating hours, my dad enlisted my assistance in one of his many projects. The day before some kids had decided to start tearing down the fort in my back yard- they came through the barranca and began demolishing it with cinder blocks- so my dad wanted to finish tearing it down yesterday. Archery, however nerdy this may sound, is a great release of stress- not to mention aggression- for me so I was feeling awesome after loosing dozens of arrows and perfectly willing to help him out. So my dad rumbles down the hill into the barranca wielding some hammers and a crowbar. Before long, we're hacking away at what remains of our beloved fort. We removed all the nails from each board, no small task as they had long since become part of the wood, and probably each need a tetanus shot from having been poked by so many rusted nails. I probably won't be able to wear my converse in the rain anymore as a nail punched right through the sole, thankfully it missed my foot. After hauling giant pieces of dense wood from the ravine that is the barranca, we were each sweating and exhausted. Yet, I felt satisfied and bonded. Struggling with tools and huffing from physical labor in silence next to my dad felt fantastic. I was one of the guys. I felt like that guy in Office Space, who, after working in an office for years, finds peace from doing construction.
I didn't realize how much I missed Ventura. I could never live here again, but it's a good place to be.
 
     
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Thursday night party!   
12:57am 03/03/2006
  Heidi, Erin, and Laura are my new favorite people.

And Jules of course.
And Nicole.
And Tanya.
 
     
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09:16pm 22/02/2006
  I have 90 credits so basically I'm taking amazing classes next quarter.  
     
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01:31am 12/02/2006
  Drinkin
Smokin
Playin spin the bottle
It's a man's man's man's world.
 
     
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03:44pm 07/02/2006
  Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


I'm sorry I was mean.
 
     
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09:57am 07/02/2006
 
mood: crushed
Drink up, baby, stay up all night
With the things you could do, you won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make

Drink up with me now and forget all about
The pressure of days, do what I say
And I'll make you okay and drive them away
The images stuck in your head

People you've been before that you
Don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

Drink up, baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again, between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there, with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught

Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Seperate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot

People you've been before that you
Don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still
 
     
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01:07pm 06/02/2006
  My world is falling apart.  
     
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L word and baldies   
12:31pm 09/01/2006
  Yesterday Nikki and I bonded through cutting each other's hair. Although it was our first time cutting another person's hair, I think we both turned out very well.
The third season of the L word started last night which proved to be highly entertaining and proves that this next season is going to be fantastic. I can't wait until next sunday! It's so obnoxious to not be able to just watch the next episode right away.
 
     
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02:31pm 24/12/2005
  I've decided that my favorite painting of all time is "Dream Caused by The Flight of a Bumble Bee Around a Pomegranate One Second Before Waking Up" by Salvador Dali. That guy sure was wacky. Speaking of wacky, I miss Nikki.  
     
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if she asked...I'd be hers   
11:12am 17/11/2005
  These have been the best two months of my life.
Happy anniversary, baby.
 
     
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help!!   
12:10pm 11/10/2005
  I was wondering if anyone has (or has access to) a product key for Microsoft Office Word 2003. It turns out that I only had a trial version on my computer and that has expired so I can't use word. My only alternative is to buy all the software again and I really don't want to have to do that.
If anybody could help, that would be terrific.
Thanks.
 
     
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faint heart never won fair lady   
11:46pm 18/07/2005
  How does everyone feel about Willy Wanka? I've heard mixed reviews. I'm seeing it tomorrow so I guess I'll find out for myself.
I haven't updated in a while so here you go:
Summer has been going well. My dad is pissed at me but what else is new. I'm writing a book with Nicole's mom which should be pretty exciting. I haven't started my summer work for kresge yet which will probably come back to haunt me but what can I say, I'm a lazy ass. I want to spend time with all the people I'm not going to see after this summer, so people should call me.
Before... all I wanted was to get out of here, to be at santa cruz and new people. Now I'm not so sure. I still want to go but it feels so soon instead of so far away.


P.S. I'm not reading Harry Potter.
 
     
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take me by the hand and tell me you would take me anywhere   
12:09pm 13/07/2005
  I'm in a happy place right now.  
     
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take that bitches   
04:32pm 04/07/2005
  I'm going to go see Tegan and Sara! Be jealous of me.  
     
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I <3 photoshoots   
02:02am 30/06/2005
  Sophie+Missy+camera=amazing.
Check myspace/her journal.
 
     
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updating from the top of my lap   
08:43am 17/06/2005
  That's right bitches, I'm updating livejournal from my new laptop. It roxorz, even though I'm resorting to dial up internet for the time being. All I have to do is configure all my shit and get used to the fucking keyboard. !!
In other news:
My tummy is happy- I had yet another amazing dinner at Sophie's which always hits the spot.
Got part one of Nicole's birthday present.
Sophie got a job, yay. Now I can get cool discouts.
Still trying to figure out if I can transfer my music from my other computer via my ipod- if anyone has any hints, they would be greatly appreciated.
Sweet.
 
     
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